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7.21.07 - 1.02am
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Holy shit i 4got i had this thing haha! i was readin old posts when i was wit marcus wow i remember that haha its been a year but it feels like 4ever im sooo glad im not wit him n back then the thought of not bein wit him woulda broken me apart but i fuckin loooove bein single n pimpin it FUCK get played im the playa playa now ya heard!!! wow but yea i think ill start postin on here im out peace
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Smile [
9.10.06 - 7.21pm
]
[ mood | amused ]
[ music | 03 bonnie n clyde ]

Well i have deff. calmed down since yesterday =] i love the saying "when people you dont even know hate you thats when u know ur the best:! wat some people dont realize though is that statement only applies when people have no reason 2 dislike u and only dislike u cuz ur better at somethin or cuter or somethin like that.. when there are legitimate reasons it doesnt count it just means people are tired of shit talkers =]!

But on a lighter note THANK JESUS 4 GOOD REAL friends who are just laid back n dont have drama =]

PS- I LOVE YOU BABY even though were goin through a rufff spot i still love u and i always will and im here no matter wat cuz this love i have 4 u is 100% real n that IS STRAIGHT UP!

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O MY GOOD LORD! [
9.9.06 - 10.43pm
]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | yes ]

Well... its been a long time again since i updated i actually forgot i had this damn thing n now i remember so basically the only reason im writing in here is cuz i know no one will end up reading this and if they do i could give a fuck less but still i dont feel like writing it on the only other place i would (effing myspace LAAAME)...
First and foremost y is myspace so laaame! but yet addicting i think i am just easily addicted 2 lame things ahha NOT REALLY! but neways idk things have been crappy lately Well some things okay lets be real basically 4 me MOST things have been lame ive been so unhappy and uninterested i dont even care 2 take the time 2 try n make myself pretty!!! GRRR! except last night i did (4 the game) & tha ended up being the worst ever i had more fun after th emother fuckin game when i was chillin with Antonio n Nikki! GRRR i saw asshole at the game and it totally ruined my night n about the funnest part of the game was scaring this fatass ugly sophomore fuckin bitch messes with my friend GRRNESS! neways and on top of the fact that i already dislike Lauren Mcwatever the hell her last name is and her friggin "bff" i cant stand them even more i mean Jesus Christ on a cross lets be petty lil 3 year olds n boo hoo cuz the guy we like is dating someone else GET THE HELL OVER IT!!! ur unattractive and a skeeezy lil annoyin person!!! LOOORD! i mean can u be mature 4 once n move on dont try and ruin stuff especially when its not ur business... i am so in the mood to go off on people but i figure doin it on here is better then gettin all up in someones face... i swear if loooks could kill so many people would be dead!!! Including some unattractive Sabino guy who got on my effin nerves STAY ON UR OWN SIDE!!!! UGHGHGHGHGHbfvrjhedbfgvdnjkshbjkcgs but yea basically i love my friends theres the only positive statement im probly gunna make in this whole thing! BOYS R LAAAME! ugh see back 2 the negatives in life!!! But yea pretty much girls are whorish bitches who need 2 GROW UP! and if neone has a problem with this SAY IT 2 ME! cuz i will find out neways n dont act fake GEEESH! i dont care wat u think of me i would actually like 4 u 2 try n say something cuz im just gunna repeat how ur a selfish biotch who needs 2 GROOOW UP!!!
The end of my ranting
<3 the girl who couldnt get more pissed!

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I LOVE MY BABIES!!!! [
6.1.06 - 3.19pm
]
[ mood | grateful ]
[ music | Nelly-Fly Away ]

Holy mother of Jesus i have not updated in 4everrr!! So pretty much life is great!! Friends+Boyfriends+Tans+Summer=LOOOVE!! So i NEED 2 let some people kno how i feel even though not all of them r goin 2 see this!!!
FIRST AND FOREMOST!

Sarah Lupo- My love!You dont understand how good of a person n friend u r! Your beautiful inside and out and ANY GOOD GUY would be lucky 2 have u! You are SERIOUSLY one of the best friends i have EVER had i can talk 2 u about nething n yea u may not agree but u stick by my side n i love that about u! I will always be here 4 u know matter wat! Im right beside u till the world ends n then when we end up in heaven or maybe hell lol jk ill still be right there! Whenever u need 2 talk or cry or just say nothin n sit there n watch movies that dont get turned in on time IM HERE!!! dont ever 4get that and if that blog thing of urs was about me dont u EVER think i dont have time 4 u cuz of ny boyfriend i love him yes but i love u 2! and he understands my friends NEED me.. u just need 2 know u can talk 2 me whenever even if im talkin 2 him he will wait he understands u just gotta tell me!! LOVE U DEAR PERK UP BABE ILL BE HOME SOON :)!!!lol

Marcus-All i can say is WOW i NEVER thought id find someone as WONDERFUL as u! i love u and im sooo so happy u came into my life!!! u mean sooo much 2 me more then u know and i win loser so get over it!!!!!

Andrea- GORGEOUS!!! im soooo happy 4 us!! we have wonderful boyfriends and we kick major ass!!!!! Thank u 4 bein here through thick n thin and everything in between!!! u know i got ur back till i die!!

I LOVE EVERYONE ELSE BUT THESE 3 NEEDED SHOUTS!!!

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5.18.06 - 10.53pm
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Lord i havent been on here in 4ever well there i updated the end add more later!
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OMG YAY [
3.14.06 - 5.11pm
]
[ mood | energetic ]
[ music | mixes ]

TOMORROW IS MY EFFFFFIIINNNGGGG BIIIRTHDAY IM STOKED!!!!!!!!!!! SWEET 16 BEEEESHES!!!! SCOOORE

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Yesss [
3.10.06 - 5.33pm
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[ mood | indescribable ]
[ music | random ]

5 days!!!!!!!!!

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yay yay [
3.5.06 - 11.02pm
]
[ mood | complacent ]
[ music | hawthorne heights ]

ALL I HAVE 2 SAY IS 10 DAYS SUCKAS!!!!

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WOWWW!!! [
3.4.06 - 5.04pm
]
[ mood | cheerful ]
[ music | Swing Swing ]

Sooo basically im about 2 go babysit n i felt like writing b4 i left! Last night with Nikki was the total best night ive had!! WOWO WOWO WOWO lol Jordyn me u n her r totally clubbin next weekend n if ur readin this darling call me I HAVE 2 TELL U SOMETHING ;)!!!!! MUAHHH!

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Fuck the haters! ha [
2.27.06 - 11.01pm
]
[ mood | blah ]
[ music | 10 Years Today/Bullet For My Valentine ]

Hmmm when u have one great friend, some bad ass music, n a plan.. life is goood!!!!

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Mondays Effing Suck [
2.27.06 - 5.31pm
]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | The Veronicas ]

Im so confused n lately i feel like i have ONE person 2 count on. but i feel so bad cuz im always complainin 2 her n i feel like ugh idk just bad! Im so sad n pissed n i wanna cry!!! but if i cry my fuckin dad will ask wats wrong n lord forbid i tell him i mean holy shit ill probly get grounded!Gosh him n my stepmother piss me off lately i wish my dad woulda married her the only good thing she ever did was get pregnant but shes pretty fuckin good at spreadin her fuckin legs 4 guys!i mean damn its wat got her n my dad 2gether in the first place!! ugh neways i miss my mom! n im now crying so im O-U-T!!

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HUUURRRRY UP!!! [
2.23.06 - 9.38pm
]
[ mood | worried ]
[ music | Ne-Yo ]

Monday CAN NOT come quick enough shit!!

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[
2.21.06 - 10.54pm
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[ mood | crushed ]

When it rains it pours! I have never cried this hard 4 this long in my life that i can remember! My head hurts n i wanna curl up n die

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Sweetie u had me [
2.20.06 - 8.23pm
]
[ mood | busy ]
[ music | Above song ]

Is it still me that makes you sweat?
Am I who you think about in bed?
When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress?
Then think of what you did
And how I hope to God he was worth it.
When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch your skin.
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus
In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off?
(Let's pick up, pick up)
Oh now I do recall, we were just getting to the part
Where the shock sets in, and the stomach acid finds a new way to make you get sick.
I hope you didn't expect that you'd get all of the attention.
Now let's not get selfish
Did you really think I’d let you kill this chorus?
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Dance to this beat
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck
Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me
Girl I was it look past the sweat, a better love deserving of
Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat?
No, no, no you know it will always just be, me
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close?
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
So testosterone boys and harlequin girls
Dance to this beat
And hold a lover close
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster
Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster
^^^ GEEEEZ can u say theme song 4 me!! haha it so goes w/ me....

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memoirs... rap songs... n coffee= LOVE [
2.19.06 - 10.08pm
]
[ mood | cold ]
[ music | Conceited ]

Ive realized writing this memoir really helps 2 get out everything i dont say n dont want 2 admit but it helps 2 get it out there even if it just is on paper. and at this point im so exhausted cuz i was busy alllll day n the only thing keepin me up n alive is this rap music n this coffee!! HAHA its a beautiful thing! I love my best friends i mean i think we all take our friends 4 granted sometimes but i love all u guys who r my friends n who have ALWAYS been here 4 me!! N 2 any of u who dont have that feeling or who have lost friends im so sorry!

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Its that time again [
2.19.06 - 9.11pm
]
Its totally a night 2 finish a memoir n cry...
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[
2.15.06 - 10.17pm
]
[ mood | thoughtful ]
[ music | Southside of Lonesome ]

I have so much 2 say i could go on 4 days on end no joke! But basically ill try n sum it up! Yesterday as everyone knows was Valentine's it was pretty much the WORST day in a lonng time! n 2day i didnt wanna wake up i wanted 2 stay in bed n like just sleep n i didnt even care if i EVER woke up! When i got 2 school i walked around n thought about how dumb people were n then my best friend got there n we were walkin n stuff happened n i thought HEATHER U R A FUCKIN IDIOT! u have some really GREAT friends n yea life sux but perk up BITCH! n u know wat i didnt n i was in a horrible mood n then i laughed finally lol! n i went through the motions of another day n Jolee came over n me n her talked n i finally let everything out n right after she left my sis called n me n her talked n my sister really made me realize how selfish i was being w.out even meaning 2 n i love my sister 2 death 4 doing that cuz i thought "damn heather! u r the stupidest fuckin person if u do something dumb u have all these great people in ur life n yea u know wat guys suck but GET OVER IT!" Im sorry 2 all my friends about how ive been lately! Ive come 2 some realizations so lemme lay em out:
1.Guys do suck
2.Theres nothin u can do about it
3.Guys are NOT everything
4.Good friends dont gossip and ALWAYS have ur back no matter wat!
5.High school is retarded and pointless but u have 2 deal w/ it
6.MY SISTER IS THE TOTAL BEST EVER EVER EVER!!!
7.I ALSO HAVE THE BEST FRIENDS EVER CREATED
8. and finally everything will be ok

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It dont mean a thing [
2.13.06 - 7.06pm
]
[ mood | weird ]
[ music | beep ]

Today was intense im a lil wierd now so ima go... LATER!! HA

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Hopeless Fool [
2.9.06 - 5.25pm
]
[ mood | depressed ]
[ music | My breathing ]

Soo it seems as if 2006 hasnt been great so far 4 alot of people i know.I 4 one am pretty much hopeless now.. its the least desirable feeling in the world n i would NOT even hope this feeling i feel on my worst enemy. I hope that everyone i know n love especially NEVER feel this way. n im sorry 4 neone out there who does i think 2night is a good night 2 start a memoir its one of those confessional nights... im sorry 2 neone ive ever hurt!

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Oh la la [
2.2.06 - 9.30pm
]
[ mood | ecstatic ]
[ music | Pink Tee ]

Tomorrows Friday n ya'll know wat that means last day till tha weekend! This weekend is FOR sho bout 2 be a BLAST!! ima be partyin w/ mah ladies!! WooooHoooo sooo soo excited! 2morrow Andrea is stayin ova Saturday movie fest n total clubbin night w/ Jordyn Ross!!Can u say F-U-N! n i get my PUNCHIN BAG THIS WEEKEND!!!! ahhh havin the flu is totally about 2 pay off!!!
Tampons=$8
Killa Outfit 4 clubbin=$90
Hot New Shoes 2 match the killa outfit=$65
Lookin Hawt n havin a B-L-A-S-T w/ ur home-girls!!= PRICELESS!!!
some things money cant buy...
BUT I AINT ONE OF EM!! hahah

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